Sisters

What is there to say about sisters? Thery can eight help make your life better and be supportive for you or they can maked your life a living heck and abuse you. I'm a christan so I'm not going to say the other word. My sisters did a little bit of both. There is a lot I can about my sisters. My mother gave birth to three girls but sometimes she wishes she had at least one son. Now I know you might say that doesn't sound to bad and in a way you might be right but for me does sounds bad. You see I am the youngest of the three us. There are only three ways I see this to have happen. First my mother could have given birth to 4 kids with the possible chance of her loosing her in the process due to her being at high risk for pregnancy. Second I could have be born a boy instead of a girl. And third I wasn't born at all and God had given her a boy. But there have been time that I feel like my mother never wanted us for she feel that she was cursed to only have girls. Yeah I know that is a low blow but it is not like I can control how my mother thinks. For now that is a enough about my mother this is about my sisters. I will say this again just in case you have forgotten it, I am the youngest of three girls to my mother.

NIcha being the oldest took on trates of being a bobby pants. I always hated it but I guess we need someone to be a mother figure for us. NIcha has alway supported me in her own way and I am very greatful to her for it but NIcha did something that can be conside hypocritical. How you may ask? Yes growing Nicha would often tell to us to follow your dreams and become who ever want to be. The tippical support from perant(s) as a young child. But didn't you say Nicha was your eldest sister? Yes. Yes I did but she more of a mother for us at that time then our actual mother. Then as we all became teens we got a little distance from each other so we were not as close as we onces was. Yes as usual and the tippical thing to do of siblings I know but at least we were still close in some way. We were not completely distance, we just didn't do everything together like we use to. In our teen years Nicha thought it would be a good idea to take me with her to one of her friends house although I did ask to go with her but she could have said no and left but she didn't instead she ask mom if she could take me with her. Nicha's friends had edible brownies which I didn't know but Nicha did apparently. They gave me a brounie and I eat it. I was find or a least I hought I was but I had a reaction from it. It was because of the chocolate brownies no it was because of what was in the brownie and I give a moment to think about it if in case you don't know what edibles are. When we got home Nicha tried to hide the fact they gave me an edible brownie but my mother notice something was off. My mother questioned Nicha and that is when she told the truth. Mon was so mad she walked outside to scream I guess but it sounded more she was throwing thing around to be honest with you.

Jaquanna or Jay for short. Jay being the middle child now she and I use argue so much as kids because we had to show a bedroom. We were not a rich family but we were comfortable with out life style. There was one thing that irritated the living crap out of me even as a child and it still irritates the crap out of me to this day. It was that Jay would never listen or consider other's feel that would come as a consequences of her actions. Why? Now there is a lot more I can say about Jay there is to say about NIcha. Don't get me wrong I love my family and will always love them but being the youngest of the three ment hand me downs. I don't mind hand me downs really hand me down it not the problem. It is that it is very rare that I would get something brand new to wear or use for the first time. Something fresh out of the store that was mine and mine from the start. I had to share everything with my sister and it mad me so mad. Why can't some just be mine and mine alone? I might sound ungreatful right but imagine getting something brandnew for yourself on rere occasion like for chirstmas or your birthday. Yes I said it those special times you would hand out gifts were problem the only time I would get something brandnew stuff and even then I would still have to share everthing with my sisters. Jay was the one I had share everything with since Nicha was the oldest of us which again irritated me heck. Being the youngest means being last to get to the same thing your sibling do. I am a patient person but when you have siblings who rub things in your face hurts a lot. Jay would get into so many relationship with so many guys. I felt bad for the boy she would date. I sometime would often time use guys to get what she want from them. I mean with the time she give herself between each relationship is short and I honestly think that she just like idea of being in a relationship then to hold a genuine relationship.

Example some of her more recent relationships. 1 lastes about 7 months to only give herself a month for a rest from a relationship to only last 4 months with the next relationship and rest 2 months before starting a new relationship but this time to cheat on him with other guy who also cheated on his girls to be with my sister. I can honestly tell I lost tract of how many relationship she has been in. I mean in my last post I mention the fact that she stole my boyfriend when I was 14 years old but what I didn't mention was this My sister is my biggest fear. I did not explain in my post is the fact that my sister get mad at me for being it and any time I do she ends up responding "He wasn't a good man for you." Yeah really meture of her to do and I hated that she would do something like that to me her own sister.

Now it is time for a time skip for more recents events where we are all adult. I by saying that this is a time where I am 18 years old, Jay would be 20 years old, and Nicha was be 22 years old. Now Jay is 2 years older then me while Nicha is 2 year older then Jay. Now I becaome an auntie in 2016 when I sister Nicha got pregnate with my nephew. for the most part he was easy to watch until he started speak, playing video games and watching anime the clean stuff because he is very influenced by the things arouns him. He became a turd at the age of 4. Yes that is a young age but he would never listen, he would often threaten to hit someone if he didn't get what he wanted and other things again right now this is about my sisters. Nicha got pregnate again 6 years later with identical twins boys. Just know that twins runs in my family line. To make matters worse 2 year later after the twins were born my sister Jay gets pregnate with yes you guess another boy. And because my bedroom is the master bedroom I had no choice but to give it up to her and her son. That was my live in studio.

Side note: for those who didn't understand the time of my last post here is a simple version of it. The fitst ex lasted 2 months in a whole then 10 years later I finally say yes to a best friend I've known for 12 years that only last 6 month in a whole.